Love and Hate
I hate that I love you
That you occupy every waking thought
That I miss you when you aren't around
That you seem to think I don't exist....
I love the beauty of your soul
The smile that graces your lips
The quiet way you say hello
As you walk by me...
I hate that you are not mine
That I'm too shy to speak my heart
But restricted to this poem that you will never see
To express how I feel in words inadequate....
I love that you warm my soul
How my sadness turns into joy
That the universe for one second is frozen
And time stops.....
It's a love and hate addiction
Working in my favor
Yet the madness I cannot escape
I'm trapped in this limbo
Waiting for a sign......
In the end...
I love to love you
Even when it's tearing me apart....